cher kitty,

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i’ve got a lack of inhibition
i’ve got a loss of perspective
i’ve had a little bit to drink
and it’s making me think
that i can jump ship and swim
that the ocean will hold me
that there’s got to be more
than this boat i’m in

‘cuz they can call me crazy if i fail
all the chance that i need
is one-in-a-million
and they can call me brilliant
if i succeed
gravity is nothing to me, moving at the speed of sound
i’m just going to get my feet wet
until i drown

Waiting to make this phone call is going to make my heart fall out of my chest with how anxious and excited I am.  

retry

I’ve decided to use my Tumblr account again and in the next few days I’m going to write Delilah’s birth story before I forget it completely.  

Ian came over yesterday, he brought me flowers and we layed in bed.

Ian came over yesterday, he brought me flowers and we layed in bed.

36 weeks

went in for this week’s doctor’s appointment and my blood pressure was 190/118.
immediately they wanted to put me in the hospital and deliver me.
after 30 minutes and changing my position they got my blood pressure to go down to something not so scary and decided to try to let me go until 37 weeks with a visit in between to make sure i’m okay.
i’m still freaking out and crying, i’m afraid to die.

Adam finished the first color in our room and then got hit by a car.  He tried to come back and start the second color, but his mom made him go to the hospital and left in a neck brace and with one good arm with a tetanus shot in it.  Poor guy.

Adam finished the first color in our room and then got hit by a car. He tried to come back and start the second color, but his mom made him go to the hospital and left in a neck brace and with one good arm with a tetanus shot in it. Poor guy.

I started a mommy group for NoDa and today was our first meet and greet.  Baby party in Delilah’s room!

I started a mommy group for NoDa and today was our first meet and greet. Baby party in Delilah’s room!

lover pie,
of course, ton anglais est tres bon!
delilah et moi sont bien, they let us go home from the hospital, i just have to be more careful from now on.
we are going to the doctor on thursday and we will have an ultrasound to check her again, i’ll send you pictures :)
don’t worry!
but you need to be careful too, you crazy! when you come to america i am not letting you drive.
bisous lover pie :)

I’m so swollen I don’t even recognize my face anymore.  Hopefully this will all be over soon.

I’m so swollen I don’t even recognize my face anymore. Hopefully this will all be over soon.

lover pie,
Qu’est-il arrivé à votre cou?!